Amazingly enough, the rocking seemed to help with everyone’s
sleep and we all got tons of rest. Until 4:30 when Timothy decided to get up.
Now normally I would have made him go back to sleep, but when I checked my
phone I thought it was 5:30, because while we weren’t technically on Alaska
time yet, the boat was. So I discovered after we’d been walking around the boat
for a little while that I let him get up at 4:30. Ooops.
It’s hard to be too sorry about that, though, because it
worked out well. Most of the passengers were still sleeping while Timothy and I
made our way up and down staircases and eventually ended up at the back deck
area of the ferry. From there we stood alone in the chilly morning wind and I
just…absorbed. The mountains, the calm of the water, the fact that we are going
to Alaska…All of it. Those early morning hours go down as one of my favorite
parts of the trip so far.
Breakfast in the dining room when it eventually opened was
delicious, and then I headed back down to the room with the boys so that Josh
could rest with a movie and Timothy could take a nap (since he’d been up for
hours). I wanted to be outside for our first open water crossing (aka when the
ferry rocks like a teeny little boat on big waves…okay, I’m 100% exaggerating,
but that’s what it feels like), partially because I’m less nervous outside in
the fresh air, and partially because I get slightly queasy during these
sections and I know being outside makes me feel better. I figured this was good
timing for a nap since according to the time chart in the dining room, we had
another few hours before we reached it.
Five minutes, five
minutes after I had Timothy soundly asleep and was therefore stuck in the
room, the captain announced our first open water crossing.
Ahem. Seriously???
I wrote in my notebook that motherhood is knowing you get
seasick and staying inside your cabin during an open water crossing anyway
because your exhausted one year old just fell asleep…
I spent the next hour a half of the crossing alternating
between looking out the window, checking on the boys to make sure they didn’t
roll out of bed (haha), praying, and looking up Bible verses about fear. The
cool thing about the open water crossing at Queen Charlotte Sound was how much
it taught me about faith and trust and the ways I sometimes don’t exercise those. Faith when you’re
in control? Not really faith…Something to think about.
The shoreline was beautiful even during this bumpy part of
the voyage—beautiful rugged coastline with jagged rocky shores dotted by dark
evergreens.
After that open water crossing ended, we ate lunch in the
snack bar, wandered around a little, then I took the kids back for a nap again.
They took wonderful naps and I think
I took a little of one too. I woke up with the realization that this was an
adventure and I was really having fun! I was determined to enjoy the rest of
our journey and not waste time worrying.
Cue Open Water Crossing #2. (And hear the “bahahahaha” in
the background).
They announced it while Josh was still sleeping (though
Timothy had woken up), so I thought I would be stuck in the room again. Thankfully Josh woke up quickly
so we were able to leave the room and try to find a better place to watch what
was going on.
This one, while shorter, was much rougher than the first had
been and we had a hard time walking around the ship. Watching from the front
observation lounge was…intense because we could really see how high the front of
the boat would go before it crashed down onto the dark waves again. I was still
looking for John (and for a better spot) so we walked all over the ship.
Eventually we decided on the side deck near our cabin, which was a good place
to watch. From there I was able to enjoy the view, like the way the dark water
almost looks like liquid steel, and the way the seafoam really is an earie,
glowing light green underneath the white sudsey part you see at first.
I was calming down when I felt Timothy (who was in the baby
carrier) tense like he needed to throw up. That’s when I noticed that he was
cold, clammy, and slightly green. I tried to get him to watch the horizon and
he hung in there until the crossing was over. From there I took him down to the
room to watch Thomas as his reward for hiking all over the boat with his mommy
who didn’t realize her baby might get seasick.
John hung out with the boys in the room this time and I
spent a lot of time on one of the side decks, sitting on a metal pylon that’s
probably really for rope and not for use as a bench, talking with my parents
and enjoying the scenery. We watched mountain islands rise out of the cloudy
mist and I realized that the clouds up here are different than the clouds
anywhere else that I have seen. They seem almost to come from the mountain side
itself, and they’re entirely ethereal looking, more silver than grey. Sitting
there just watching, taking pictures, was one of the most relaxing parts of the
trip.
Here are some of the ones I took...
Dinner on Day 10 was delicious—I had salmon—and we watched
out the window as we passed the beautiful Canadian coastline. I don’t get why
more people don’t live out here. I know it’s isolated and there are no
utilities on random islands, but it’s so beautiful and people don’t see it as
often as I feel like land like this deserves to be seen. I think that’s part of
what captivates me about this part of the world—there is so much beauty that it’s not…overly
popular. I’m not sure how to explain that other than to say we passed over ten
beautiful waterfalls yesterday, and none of them are famous. None of them had
huge crowds (or any crowds) around them. It makes you feel like you might be
the only one who has ever gasped at the beauty of a particular waterfall, or
noted the way it cascades down an entire seaside mountain. It’s like God made
this part of creation for you. It’s
beautiful and personal while it’s isolated.
Such a land of contrasts. That’s why I love it.